i am always want to be generous...

but i just think sometime.....generous=idoit.....

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somethings are just........changed....

and why could a person change so much....

and...really let me down.....

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Why are you always so afraid of me...

things passed by a long long long long time...

or i am just a little idoit in your heart that making you dun want to talk to me anymore...

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a lot of things make me know that i am so lucky to have a girl friend always care of me....

and also my family...and my lovely bb....who are always be with me....

So far...i like my work.

For the workload...it is extremely heavy sometimes....

and could be extremely "hea"  sometimes.....

but only the CP will work hard.......the full-time worker....most of them are...........

and they are not going to help each other out..........

i try my best to help others....and also try my best to do my job.........

but no manager see that.......><.........

wt they see are.....i am a chinese....who is not good at english....

but i hope they know i work really hard........

i could accept a heavy workload, but not an unfair workload...........dun ask me to do all kind of assignments that are not favourable to others.........

I force myself to eat more.....i hope i can stop losing my weight.........

For mei mei...

I do miss you...but not only when i am facing obstacles.....

most rightly....i miss you when i am having a rest or some leisure time.....

I will be a better man.

i cannot help thinking of that silly thing. When could i get out of it?

Why!...i hate myself...><...almost ten years.

Dream comes true. ! ? ..........................

No longer energetic.

LIVE HERE IS NOT EASY......NOTHING TO EAT!.....